Twin Flames originate from the same essence or soul that was created by Father/Mother God from the great field of unconditional love and being. That one essence divided itself into two equal and opposite halves in order to experience relationship and form. In the beginning the Twin Flames remained totally united and existed as a trinitized _expression of the Divine Source of all that is. But as the third dimensional experience unfolded they separated into a system of duality and became two distinct forms, one carrying the masculine (yang) attributes of the Creator, and the other the feminine (yin), both in the exact equal and opposite frequency intonation. Now through a gracious dispensation granted by the Creator, the Twin Flames from all frequencies are reuniting again in order to restore the Unity of all creations and to collapse duality consciousness.
The Twin Flame combination transcends all definitions of male/female relationships on this planet. Third dimensional love has traditionally focused our attention and emotions on another person and originates on a sexual or personality level, often demanding continual compromise to make the partnership work. Don’t romanticize or idealize the concept of a Twin Flame. There will be no intimate candlelight dinners, boxes of chocolates or bouquets of roses expressed. These things are not its purpose. It exists to reach completion in order to be of service: planetary, cosmic and universal. Absolute service to the Divine Plan becomes the only reality of the Twin Flame. The Twin Flame union becomes a continual unified field automatically accessing higher frequencies and since it acts as a bridge to the higher dimensional frequencies of oneness, it will function as a single consciousness. It will not be dependent on the talents or vocations of one partner or the other. It is the unit that is commissioned for service, not the individual expressions of the unit.
Before one can meet and unite with their Twin Flame however there is much conscious work of releasing, healing and becoming an integrated whole that must first be achieved within one's self. The heart must be made strong and resilient through suffering grief, pain and loss as well as by living through many unified and loving soul mate relationships. This alone will allow one to face the intensity of being with the other half of their soul
The Twin Flame love relationship cannot exist in a codependent or ego-based relationship or from a perceived 'need' that the other person will make you whole and complete. Each half must initially balance their inner male and female energies before they can unite. When one experiences the powerfully resonant magnetic energy field that attracts Twin Flames together, with its flow of total and unconditional love, one's life will never be the same again. After experiencing a fully conscious reunion the Twin Flame’s spiritual connection becomes a trinity or triad involving the Divine All That Is with two persons - both connected by their one soul and connected to God. Thus twin flameship is not human love: it is Divine love, using two human portals totally united in love and service.
Twin Flame union will occur because your union with one another is being orchestrated by the Creator. It will happen because you and your Twin Flame have been sealed together from the moment of your creation, as you both share the same soul. Your union will result when the Divine time is right and you are both ready for the experience.
Interesting synchronicities often pave the way for this reunion. One of the most intriguing has to do with the numbers 11:11, as these numbers are found to be common in Twin Flame soul unions .Eleven, a master number, is considered to be the number of the spiritual messenger. Two ‘ones’ are united to form pillars to the heavenly gate - the connection between yin and yang, female and male. The message of two into one is the perfect symbol for a Twin Flame. The following beautiful Twin Flame invocation can also be used to draw you both together.
All lessons chosen in one’s current soul contract must be lived out fully with honor and love. You and your Twin Flame will both honor each other’s soul lessons by growing together through the test of unconditional love. However one should always continue to work with a Twin Flame at an energetic level, knowing that as the Earth moves ultimately into a fifth dimensional alignment, all Twin Flames will be reunited again in other dimensions. Meeting your Twin Flame calls on you to grow spiritually, to heal emotionally, mentally and physically and to look beyond the ego, physical limitations and age differences. You will both be driven to become the best and highest manifestation of your soul here on Earth.
"It is believed by many that humanity is on the brink of a quantum leap in consciousness. Enlightened people are preparing for this in their own ways, realizing that it is time to awaken to our origins and our potential to take responsibility for ourselves and for the Earth. We believe that Twin Flames (Twin Souls) have a special contribution to make; their coming together in numbers at this time has a reason at both the individual and planetary level. When Twin Flames join, they generate a vortex of energy that may be see as a light in the darkness of society's consciousness. In completing each other, the whole becomes greater than the sum of its parts: the two create three and the third is a very potent force, a force of light and love at an extremely pure level.
This kind of energy, which partakes of the energy of both Twins, is different from that of individuals or groups of people working together. It is the special offering that the Twins give to each other and expend in their service to humanity. The image we see is that of a dark auditorium lit by an increasing number of individual flames. Each flame represents a conscious and harmonious relationship between Twin Souls. Eventually as the Twins multiply there will be so many flames, so much light, and so much energy of that particular sort on the Planet, that this will act as a catalyst and will help to bring about the expected breakthrough in consciousness."
From "Twin Souls: Finding Your True Spiritual Partner
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Past Life regression
Reincarnation and Past-Life-Regression are not modern concepts. People have believed in reincarnation since ancient times. Since prehistoric times, there have been numerous techniques used to explore past lives. Every religion has an 'inner teaching', and within that inner teaching, reincarnation and its evolutionary implications have been accepted as the universal truth. There is sufficient evidence to show that the Hindus, Ancient Celts, the Egyptians, the Tibetans, and the Hebrew Cabalists etc. used past-life remembrance.
Sri Krishna and the Bhagawad Gita: Sri Krishna said in 'The Bhagawad Gita', "As a man, casting off worn-out garments, takes new ones, so the dweller in the body, casting off worn-out bodies, enters into others that are new". He has also said "The misdeeds of our past lives torment us in the form of illnesses or ailments". From this we understand how all our ailments have their root cause in past-life actions. This is the fundamental principle on which the entire concept of Past-Life-Regression is based. 'Past-Life-Regression' is based on the universal law of cause and effect, which is also known as the Law of Karma. A person's past actions affect his or her present conditions. The effect could be on physical health, emotional condition, mental state or spiritual well-being. A few examples of root causes are: unfulfilled desires, thoughts, feelings, emotions, vows, promises, decisions, evasions or traumatic experiences. The root causes are invariably in the past.
Patanjali Maharishi: The ancient Indian sage Patanjali Maharshi, has done extensive work on Past-Life-Regression. In his yoga sutras Patanjali Maharishi called this process of past-life-regression as 'Prati-Prasav'. It is the process of reabsorbing back to the cause. This means bringing effect back to the cause or the process of involution. When a child is born it is Prasav. Prati-Prasav means you are born again in the memory; you go back to the very birth, the trauma when you were born, and you live it again. If there is something, some trouble, some problem, then we go back to the original source from where it started. Because we can go on trying to solve the problem, but unless we go to the roots it cannot be solved. Effects cannot be solved unless they are forced back to the cause. For example, if there is an unwanted weed and we go on cutting the branches and the leaves in an attempt to remove the weed, we find that more and more branches and leaves take the place of the ones we cut off. To remove the weed once and for all, we have to actually remove the weed from the roots.
Buddha: Buddha is said to have recounted thousands of his past-lives, of which around 550 have been narrated in the 'Jataka' Tales. Buddha asked his disciples to explore their own past lives to gain a complete understanding of the cycle of birth and death. According to the teachings of Buddha, one attains 'Nirvana' or Salvation when one becomes free from the cycle of birth and death.
Mahavira: Mahavira called 'Remembering past-lives' as 'Jati-Smaran'. Remembering of past lives is an integral part of ancient Jain Practices. Jain teachings call the attaining of freedom from rebirth as 'Kaivalya'.
Tibetan wisdom: Early Tibetan history contains a wealth of literature on the subject of reincarnation and afterlife states. One of the most important sources of ancient Tibetan wisdom about reincarnation and the afterlife states is the 'Tibetan Book of The Dead'. This book was read to those who were dying when their souls were about to vacate their bodies. Also read during funeral ceremonies, the wisdom imparted was supposed to prepare the dying person to make the transition from life to the after life state in a smooth manner. It also taught the near and dear of the deceased person that they should not hold back the dying person by mourning, but that they should graciously send them on their journey with positive thoughts and emotions. Compiled in the eighth century A.D., this book is a masterpiece that contains the wisdom gathered over a period spanning many centuries from different Tibetan Masters.
A lot of cases of Near Death Experiences are reported even in modern times where people are found to return to life after being pronounced dead. These experiences are very similar to early stages of death as described by the Tibetan sages. As the spirits move toward a realm of light, they slough off emotional attachments to their earlier earthly existence. In the process, they may face spiritual beings who guide them, and who present them with a kind of mirror reflecting their life and actions. Filled at last with peace and contentment, the deceased prepare either to abandon the world altogether or to reenter the cycle of birth and death with higher awareness of the illusory nature of life.
Christian Mystics: Many Christian mystics have stated that after death, the soul separates from the body and leaves. There are instances of people with Christian upbringing who had 'near death experiences'. They tell us that their spirits entered a 'realm of light' where they were received by 'beings of light'. They were then shown a complete review (somewhat like a movie except that it took no time) of their all the events of their life and their actions were weighed. This description is very similar to the description given by the Tibetans.
Egyptian Civilization: Ancient Egyptians believed in reincarnation. They believed that it took 3000 years to complete all lives that one had to live. All this goes to prove that the ancient Egyptians strongly believed in life after death and reincarnation.
Ancient Greeks: Reincarnation was not an unknown concept to the ancient Greeks. Noted Greek philosophers like Pythagoras and Plato believed in reincarnation and they have also explained about it in their teachings. Pythagoras is believed to have remembered and described many of his past lives. Some of the lives that he recounted were as: a Trojan warrior, a prophet, a peasant, a prostitute, and a shopkeeper.
Evidence form prehistoric times: Though reincarnation has been studied scientifically only during recent times, the possibility that we live many lives has been accepted on faith since ancient times. If one studies the ancient indigenous cultures of Africa, Asia, North America, South America and Australia, one would find ample evidence that reincarnation was one of their core beliefs. It can be seen that evidence of the belief in reincarnation can be found in people of diverse cultures, from different parts of the world and even people from vastly different time periods (modern, medieval, ancient, prehistoric etc.). ....................
We all existed.................and we will..........
Sri Krishna and the Bhagawad Gita: Sri Krishna said in 'The Bhagawad Gita', "As a man, casting off worn-out garments, takes new ones, so the dweller in the body, casting off worn-out bodies, enters into others that are new". He has also said "The misdeeds of our past lives torment us in the form of illnesses or ailments". From this we understand how all our ailments have their root cause in past-life actions. This is the fundamental principle on which the entire concept of Past-Life-Regression is based. 'Past-Life-Regression' is based on the universal law of cause and effect, which is also known as the Law of Karma. A person's past actions affect his or her present conditions. The effect could be on physical health, emotional condition, mental state or spiritual well-being. A few examples of root causes are: unfulfilled desires, thoughts, feelings, emotions, vows, promises, decisions, evasions or traumatic experiences. The root causes are invariably in the past.
Patanjali Maharishi: The ancient Indian sage Patanjali Maharshi, has done extensive work on Past-Life-Regression. In his yoga sutras Patanjali Maharishi called this process of past-life-regression as 'Prati-Prasav'. It is the process of reabsorbing back to the cause. This means bringing effect back to the cause or the process of involution. When a child is born it is Prasav. Prati-Prasav means you are born again in the memory; you go back to the very birth, the trauma when you were born, and you live it again. If there is something, some trouble, some problem, then we go back to the original source from where it started. Because we can go on trying to solve the problem, but unless we go to the roots it cannot be solved. Effects cannot be solved unless they are forced back to the cause. For example, if there is an unwanted weed and we go on cutting the branches and the leaves in an attempt to remove the weed, we find that more and more branches and leaves take the place of the ones we cut off. To remove the weed once and for all, we have to actually remove the weed from the roots.
Buddha: Buddha is said to have recounted thousands of his past-lives, of which around 550 have been narrated in the 'Jataka' Tales. Buddha asked his disciples to explore their own past lives to gain a complete understanding of the cycle of birth and death. According to the teachings of Buddha, one attains 'Nirvana' or Salvation when one becomes free from the cycle of birth and death.
Mahavira: Mahavira called 'Remembering past-lives' as 'Jati-Smaran'. Remembering of past lives is an integral part of ancient Jain Practices. Jain teachings call the attaining of freedom from rebirth as 'Kaivalya'.
Tibetan wisdom: Early Tibetan history contains a wealth of literature on the subject of reincarnation and afterlife states. One of the most important sources of ancient Tibetan wisdom about reincarnation and the afterlife states is the 'Tibetan Book of The Dead'. This book was read to those who were dying when their souls were about to vacate their bodies. Also read during funeral ceremonies, the wisdom imparted was supposed to prepare the dying person to make the transition from life to the after life state in a smooth manner. It also taught the near and dear of the deceased person that they should not hold back the dying person by mourning, but that they should graciously send them on their journey with positive thoughts and emotions. Compiled in the eighth century A.D., this book is a masterpiece that contains the wisdom gathered over a period spanning many centuries from different Tibetan Masters.
A lot of cases of Near Death Experiences are reported even in modern times where people are found to return to life after being pronounced dead. These experiences are very similar to early stages of death as described by the Tibetan sages. As the spirits move toward a realm of light, they slough off emotional attachments to their earlier earthly existence. In the process, they may face spiritual beings who guide them, and who present them with a kind of mirror reflecting their life and actions. Filled at last with peace and contentment, the deceased prepare either to abandon the world altogether or to reenter the cycle of birth and death with higher awareness of the illusory nature of life.
Christian Mystics: Many Christian mystics have stated that after death, the soul separates from the body and leaves. There are instances of people with Christian upbringing who had 'near death experiences'. They tell us that their spirits entered a 'realm of light' where they were received by 'beings of light'. They were then shown a complete review (somewhat like a movie except that it took no time) of their all the events of their life and their actions were weighed. This description is very similar to the description given by the Tibetans.
Egyptian Civilization: Ancient Egyptians believed in reincarnation. They believed that it took 3000 years to complete all lives that one had to live. All this goes to prove that the ancient Egyptians strongly believed in life after death and reincarnation.
Ancient Greeks: Reincarnation was not an unknown concept to the ancient Greeks. Noted Greek philosophers like Pythagoras and Plato believed in reincarnation and they have also explained about it in their teachings. Pythagoras is believed to have remembered and described many of his past lives. Some of the lives that he recounted were as: a Trojan warrior, a prophet, a peasant, a prostitute, and a shopkeeper.
Evidence form prehistoric times: Though reincarnation has been studied scientifically only during recent times, the possibility that we live many lives has been accepted on faith since ancient times. If one studies the ancient indigenous cultures of Africa, Asia, North America, South America and Australia, one would find ample evidence that reincarnation was one of their core beliefs. It can be seen that evidence of the belief in reincarnation can be found in people of diverse cultures, from different parts of the world and even people from vastly different time periods (modern, medieval, ancient, prehistoric etc.). ....................
We all existed.................and we will..........
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Twin Flames
Twinflames~
(*Excerpts; Linda Goodman's Love Sign's )
It sometimes happens that a man and a woman meet and instantly recognize the other half of themselves behind the eyes of each other..........The eyes have been rightly called"the windows of the soul." Even theirvoices are familiar to each other's ears, like aremembered chord of music.....
These are two who immediately sense the unalterable fact that they have been--are--and must always be One.....even though theymight have fought against their fate forcenturies and struggled in vain to escape their linked destiny...........
Almost from the first moment they meet and gaze upon each other,their spirits rush together in joyful recognition,ignoring all convention and custom,all social rules of behaviour,driven by an inner knowing too overwhelming to be denied.... .....
Inexplicably, often without a word being spoken, they know that only through each other can they hope to find Wholeness--only when they're together can they both be Complete in every way...............
Somehow, they feel Immortal, and they are........for this level of love can bestow the beginning knowledge of the attainment of several-centuries longevity in the same flesh body on the Earth plane, as well as the accomplishment of changing flesh bodies (the Temples of the soul) in a fully conscious state, without the "coma" called death...
A man and a woman, who are twinflames hardly need to speak the words "I love you", knowing as surely as they do that they must belong to each other whether in this present incarnation (lifetime) or (due to karmic complication) at the end of many more centuries..........
The words in the marriage cermony "those which God hath joined together, let no man asunder" refer to such as these...Yet this warning is unnecessary, simply symbolic ritual, for no man can break the tie between Twinflames, not even themselves.......Nor can any energy in the Universe...The Force that created them is all-powerful and indestructible.......
The bond may be weakened, their final union and consummation delayed, but they cannot be separated permanently...There can be no end to the kind of happiness they may claim...when they wish to do so...on a timetable dictated by the Free Will choice of the Higher Angels of their own selves...
This kind of instant magnetic attraction is often called "love at first sight" which is no accident of fate, but very real.......It's more than curious coincidence that Twinflames, out of the whole huge world, should be drawn together at the appointed time.......The crossing of their paths has been predistined on a Higher Level of Awareness.......Certain spiritual energies are at work to bring about their meetings, as surely as the migration of birds and the return of comets are governed by a similar Universal Law.......
Their coming together is controlled by the workings of Karma, which is but the sum total of Causes set into motion in the Past--and these determine infallibly the conditions of the Present.......when the time comes for Twinflames to incarnate, they are sent to Earth, clothed in flesh (the bodies being the Temples of the soul) through particular Time-Energy Forces, at the moment in Earth Time when certain planetary configuarations create the proper conditions...These Time-Energy Forces are electromagnetic in nature, yet more complex than this………..
During the periods of twinflames being apart, however brief or however extended, both persons are lonely, empty, and incomplete...yet even throughout any such temporary spaces in their togetherness, there's a constant, pulsing astral communication between them--for even then, they are linked by a cord that connects them over the miles………
(*Excerpts; Linda Goodman's Love Sign's )
It sometimes happens that a man and a woman meet and instantly recognize the other half of themselves behind the eyes of each other..........The eyes have been rightly called"the windows of the soul." Even theirvoices are familiar to each other's ears, like aremembered chord of music.....
These are two who immediately sense the unalterable fact that they have been--are--and must always be One.....even though theymight have fought against their fate forcenturies and struggled in vain to escape their linked destiny...........
Almost from the first moment they meet and gaze upon each other,their spirits rush together in joyful recognition,ignoring all convention and custom,all social rules of behaviour,driven by an inner knowing too overwhelming to be denied.... .....
Inexplicably, often without a word being spoken, they know that only through each other can they hope to find Wholeness--only when they're together can they both be Complete in every way...............
Somehow, they feel Immortal, and they are........for this level of love can bestow the beginning knowledge of the attainment of several-centuries longevity in the same flesh body on the Earth plane, as well as the accomplishment of changing flesh bodies (the Temples of the soul) in a fully conscious state, without the "coma" called death...
A man and a woman, who are twinflames hardly need to speak the words "I love you", knowing as surely as they do that they must belong to each other whether in this present incarnation (lifetime) or (due to karmic complication) at the end of many more centuries..........
The words in the marriage cermony "those which God hath joined together, let no man asunder" refer to such as these...Yet this warning is unnecessary, simply symbolic ritual, for no man can break the tie between Twinflames, not even themselves.......Nor can any energy in the Universe...The Force that created them is all-powerful and indestructible.......
The bond may be weakened, their final union and consummation delayed, but they cannot be separated permanently...There can be no end to the kind of happiness they may claim...when they wish to do so...on a timetable dictated by the Free Will choice of the Higher Angels of their own selves...
This kind of instant magnetic attraction is often called "love at first sight" which is no accident of fate, but very real.......It's more than curious coincidence that Twinflames, out of the whole huge world, should be drawn together at the appointed time.......The crossing of their paths has been predistined on a Higher Level of Awareness.......Certain spiritual energies are at work to bring about their meetings, as surely as the migration of birds and the return of comets are governed by a similar Universal Law.......
Their coming together is controlled by the workings of Karma, which is but the sum total of Causes set into motion in the Past--and these determine infallibly the conditions of the Present.......when the time comes for Twinflames to incarnate, they are sent to Earth, clothed in flesh (the bodies being the Temples of the soul) through particular Time-Energy Forces, at the moment in Earth Time when certain planetary configuarations create the proper conditions...These Time-Energy Forces are electromagnetic in nature, yet more complex than this………..
During the periods of twinflames being apart, however brief or however extended, both persons are lonely, empty, and incomplete...yet even throughout any such temporary spaces in their togetherness, there's a constant, pulsing astral communication between them--for even then, they are linked by a cord that connects them over the miles………
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Blessings(Unknown Author)
Today, upon a bus, I saw a girl with golden hair
I looked at her and sighed and wished I was as fair.
When suddenly she rose to leave,
I saw her hobble down the aisle.
She had one leg and used a crutch
But as she passed, she passed a smile.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine
I have 2 legs, the world is mine
~I stopped to buy some candy
The lad who sold it had such charm
I talked with him a while,
he seemed so very glad
If I were late, it'd do no harm.
And as I left, he said to me
,"I thank you, you've been so kind.
It's nice to talk with folks like you.
You see," he said, "I'm blind."
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine
.I have 2 eyes, the world is mine
Later while walking down the street
,I saw a child with eyes of blue
He stood and watched the others play
He did not know what to do.
I stopped a moment and then I said,
"Why don't you join the others, dear?
"He looked ahead without a word.
And then I knew, he couldn't hear.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 ears, the world is mine
With feet to take me where I'd go.
With eyes to see the sunset's charm
With ears to hear what I would know
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I've been blessed indeed,
The world is mine
it's just a simple reminder....We have soooooo much to be thankful for
Sorrow looks back,Worry looks around,
Faith looks up,.............................
I looked at her and sighed and wished I was as fair.
When suddenly she rose to leave,
I saw her hobble down the aisle.
She had one leg and used a crutch
But as she passed, she passed a smile.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine
I have 2 legs, the world is mine
~I stopped to buy some candy
The lad who sold it had such charm
I talked with him a while,
he seemed so very glad
If I were late, it'd do no harm.
And as I left, he said to me
,"I thank you, you've been so kind.
It's nice to talk with folks like you.
You see," he said, "I'm blind."
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine
.I have 2 eyes, the world is mine
Later while walking down the street
,I saw a child with eyes of blue
He stood and watched the others play
He did not know what to do.
I stopped a moment and then I said,
"Why don't you join the others, dear?
"He looked ahead without a word.
And then I knew, he couldn't hear.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 ears, the world is mine
With feet to take me where I'd go.
With eyes to see the sunset's charm
With ears to hear what I would know
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I've been blessed indeed,
The world is mine
it's just a simple reminder....We have soooooo much to be thankful for
Sorrow looks back,Worry looks around,
Faith looks up,.............................
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Boredom to Hope
I can see you in the hot sun
I am getting your smell
When I stare at the bare sun
Which is as suffocating as you are
But I am accepting you
Now as part of my life
I had never allowed you
To be my guest
Or I was not allowed to be your host
By the guests in my life
Who were trying to make me happy
Who just wanted my time
My listening ears, my words, my laughter,
My talks, my helping hands
Who adored me for what I am
Who loved and cared for me
Now all at a distance
Welcome you Boredom
To be my guest
You can savour tears
From a graveyard of memories
Also the pain of loneliness
True love & trust gave
But, you will not stay with me
You will get bored
Convincing me, like the world
As hope stays with me
And faith in my love
Trust in years of caring
An understanding, uncommon
Unexplainable, indigestible
For the practical world
Which is a remainder of the
Most beautiful relationship on earth
I am getting your smell
When I stare at the bare sun
Which is as suffocating as you are
But I am accepting you
Now as part of my life
I had never allowed you
To be my guest
Or I was not allowed to be your host
By the guests in my life
Who were trying to make me happy
Who just wanted my time
My listening ears, my words, my laughter,
My talks, my helping hands
Who adored me for what I am
Who loved and cared for me
Now all at a distance
Welcome you Boredom
To be my guest
You can savour tears
From a graveyard of memories
Also the pain of loneliness
True love & trust gave
But, you will not stay with me
You will get bored
Convincing me, like the world
As hope stays with me
And faith in my love
Trust in years of caring
An understanding, uncommon
Unexplainable, indigestible
For the practical world
Which is a remainder of the
Most beautiful relationship on earth
Friday, August 15, 2008
Lesson
Solitude, my companion now
Silence the language I speak
I am in this muted world
Devoid of noise
Of a cheerful Hi,
Or a sorrowful Bye
And the sweet nothings
In between
I witnessed the change
Of love filled eyes
To scorn and hatred
Of caressing voice
To angry shouting
Bombardment of my trust
In its heights
Drying up of smile
Rejection by all means possible
Now, I painfully laugh at its folly,
When I see it outside
When the world celebrates
Days on Friendship, Love
Those who cant live on that
Can only celebrate
I am safe here
Shutting out windows,
Locking doors of my heart
No entry to intimacies
Never ever to Friendships,
love, Attachments and despair
Relationships I realised,
Are mere baubles
Which rises & bursts
On conditions, preset
Pressures, Internal & external
The greatest misunderstanding
Was my understanding
The greatest lie
Was my Truth
The greatest cheat
Was my Trust
But I am happy
I unforgettably learned
Life will teach you
If you fail to learn
But, at the cost of your life
Silence the language I speak
I am in this muted world
Devoid of noise
Of a cheerful Hi,
Or a sorrowful Bye
And the sweet nothings
In between
I witnessed the change
Of love filled eyes
To scorn and hatred
Of caressing voice
To angry shouting
Bombardment of my trust
In its heights
Drying up of smile
Rejection by all means possible
Now, I painfully laugh at its folly,
When I see it outside
When the world celebrates
Days on Friendship, Love
Those who cant live on that
Can only celebrate
I am safe here
Shutting out windows,
Locking doors of my heart
No entry to intimacies
Never ever to Friendships,
love, Attachments and despair
Relationships I realised,
Are mere baubles
Which rises & bursts
On conditions, preset
Pressures, Internal & external
The greatest misunderstanding
Was my understanding
The greatest lie
Was my Truth
The greatest cheat
Was my Trust
But I am happy
I unforgettably learned
Life will teach you
If you fail to learn
But, at the cost of your life
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Kal ho na ho........
Remembering you with tears and prayers …………Aby
I hate hearing this beautiful song,Kal ho na ho......becos it was the ringtone I had put for my beloved Team in Birla,and it was Aby who made me hear it the most,as he was the perfect reportee,starting from 9.30 am sharp till the time he send his daily report in the evening,without missing even a minute incident
Hope u r somewhere in the sky still with your unfading smile and lovely heart………
It was on Sep 9th,a rainy day you left us………….I remember your call in the evening, asking me permission to go,an hour before ur exit. I allowed you. It was your promise to me that you will not leave the company without my permission and you kept it in leaving the world too. Those words of you still ring on my ears………”I am going. I am telling you becos I had promised you that I will not go without your permission.
I told you-Poykko Aby,Ini iviede nikkanda as it was a very good offer u got in HSBC Bank.After that I always correct myself if ever I say that word “Poykko” to anyone. U told me “Ishtam pole samayamundallo,when I told you to teach me on Stock Market… ……It was only minutes you had after that.I still have the last report which you sent to me,which u never missed even for a single day……….
It was a dreadful morning that I got up from sleep hearing about your accident. I can still feel the lightning which passed in my brain when ur father cried “Aby is no more”…………..
This time of the year, gloomy in the darkness of rains,bring back in me the freezing pain of your loss.I remember Reshma telling that all those places- The rubber estates,winding roads, dark in rains all which she liked to watch drenched in rains then suffocated her
When ur mother saw me she cried aloud telling that you were upset the previous day that I had some tension in office. I was surprised that you shared my tensions with your mother and u always used to talk about me. I didn’t know Aby, that you cared for me that much.
Thanx from the bottom of my heart as I believe u can hear it wherever you are…………….
I used to tell my friends that you cared for me in a peculiar way more by ur actions than words.On every month end closing, you would be there to help me achieve my Team target,with a heap of applications.Our Team Kottayam never missed our Target and outperformed the gaints. You were the best of my subordinates, whom I always quoted as a model, which I still do when I talk about how a sales person & a Team player should be……………………….
One good thing I feel I have done was that I taught you to Pray. I was surprised and unhappy when you told me you never pray and you don’t know how to pray. But u immediately obeyed me and agreed to pray the way I told you. You were happy when u told me that u got the result when you got some Business from Giby.You went to church after years and you called me after that and told you prayed for me. It was just a week before u leaving this world
I used to make fun of ur Manglish accent a lot.I still remember ur Malayalam words in ur hindi accent-You used to trace even a tint sorrow in my voice and ask me “Julie, Sad ayittundallo”.You will not wait for my reply but used to deliberately bring in sales some how as a surprise to me & ask me-“Ippo Julie happy ayo” and I could feel ur happiness on a change in my voice. I remember that with tears whenever I become sad that there is no one who could ask that and act to make me happy. I wonder whether there was or will be a team member who will work in this way just for making a Boss happy...........
It is on the face of death that we understand how small we are and all our fights,worries,griefs,problems and desires and all wordly things
All of us remember you Aby………………
I can never ever forget you, the nicest of men I have seen on earth
I hate hearing this beautiful song,Kal ho na ho......becos it was the ringtone I had put for my beloved Team in Birla,and it was Aby who made me hear it the most,as he was the perfect reportee,starting from 9.30 am sharp till the time he send his daily report in the evening,without missing even a minute incident
Hope u r somewhere in the sky still with your unfading smile and lovely heart………
It was on Sep 9th,a rainy day you left us………….I remember your call in the evening, asking me permission to go,an hour before ur exit. I allowed you. It was your promise to me that you will not leave the company without my permission and you kept it in leaving the world too. Those words of you still ring on my ears………”I am going. I am telling you becos I had promised you that I will not go without your permission.
I told you-Poykko Aby,Ini iviede nikkanda as it was a very good offer u got in HSBC Bank.After that I always correct myself if ever I say that word “Poykko” to anyone. U told me “Ishtam pole samayamundallo,when I told you to teach me on Stock Market… ……It was only minutes you had after that.I still have the last report which you sent to me,which u never missed even for a single day……….
It was a dreadful morning that I got up from sleep hearing about your accident. I can still feel the lightning which passed in my brain when ur father cried “Aby is no more”…………..
This time of the year, gloomy in the darkness of rains,bring back in me the freezing pain of your loss.I remember Reshma telling that all those places- The rubber estates,winding roads, dark in rains all which she liked to watch drenched in rains then suffocated her
When ur mother saw me she cried aloud telling that you were upset the previous day that I had some tension in office. I was surprised that you shared my tensions with your mother and u always used to talk about me. I didn’t know Aby, that you cared for me that much.
Thanx from the bottom of my heart as I believe u can hear it wherever you are…………….
I used to tell my friends that you cared for me in a peculiar way more by ur actions than words.On every month end closing, you would be there to help me achieve my Team target,with a heap of applications.Our Team Kottayam never missed our Target and outperformed the gaints. You were the best of my subordinates, whom I always quoted as a model, which I still do when I talk about how a sales person & a Team player should be……………………….
One good thing I feel I have done was that I taught you to Pray. I was surprised and unhappy when you told me you never pray and you don’t know how to pray. But u immediately obeyed me and agreed to pray the way I told you. You were happy when u told me that u got the result when you got some Business from Giby.You went to church after years and you called me after that and told you prayed for me. It was just a week before u leaving this world
I used to make fun of ur Manglish accent a lot.I still remember ur Malayalam words in ur hindi accent-You used to trace even a tint sorrow in my voice and ask me “Julie, Sad ayittundallo”.You will not wait for my reply but used to deliberately bring in sales some how as a surprise to me & ask me-“Ippo Julie happy ayo” and I could feel ur happiness on a change in my voice. I remember that with tears whenever I become sad that there is no one who could ask that and act to make me happy. I wonder whether there was or will be a team member who will work in this way just for making a Boss happy...........
It is on the face of death that we understand how small we are and all our fights,worries,griefs,problems and desires and all wordly things
All of us remember you Aby………………
I can never ever forget you, the nicest of men I have seen on earth
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